正文 第三十一章                                                                                                             一个真正牛叉的nv人也是有狡兔三窟的。                                                                                                             当我第二天准备上班的时候在楼下见到靳骐的时候,我觉得自己似乎应该挪一个窝,不然以后都不会太安生,而且,这个想法有立刻马上立即实施的必要。                                                                                                             那一条不算特别的宽敞的小区路上停着一辆sao包而又拉风的法拉利跑车总是很显眼的,如果不是现在大多人都在上班时间,估计围观的人肯定不少。                                                                                                             法拉利啊,百万级别的,多稀罕!                                                                                                             靳骐站在车子旁边,西装革履的,很成功人士的感觉。靳骐皮相一向很不错,这么一穿之后越发显得英挺了起来,和姐说好听一点叫随x,说难听一点叫做邋遢的nv人完全不一样,他全身上下都是名牌,我全身上下都是山寨……                                                                                                             这个世界果真残忍,居然还能让一个负心汉如此的光鲜亮丽,相形之下,姐过的日子还真的一如众人想象的被甩nv人形象,只差脚下没有踩着一双蓝白se的塑胶拖鞋了。                                                                                                             姐觉得自己还没有落魄到极致,这压力也算是挺大的。                                                                                                             “阿墨!”                                                                                                             靳骐见我出现,走上了前来。                                                                                                             “心情那么好,出来散步”我好奇地问,暗想这个时候他出现在这里会有些什么事情。                                                                                                             靳骐脸上的笑容有点僵。                                                                                                             “阿墨,你怎么这么晚才下来,你不上班么?”                                                                                                             靳骐问我,脸上神se有点关切。                                                                                                             ……                                                                                                             他在楼下守了那么久,就是想要知道我上不上班么?我要不上班又怎么样,难道他要给我一份工作,白天化身百变小秘书,晚上演变成为热情如火的小情人?                                                                                                             对不起,姐是台言ai好分子。                                                                                                             “唔,你在这里就是想要知道我有没有工作?”我问,守株待兔要不要这么狠的?                                                                                                             “阿墨,你知道的。”靳骐看着我,慢慢地吐出一句。                                                                                                             知道,我当然知道他这么说的意思是什么,但是懂宁可不懂。                                                                                                             “唔,我要去上班,你要是没事的话,回去吧!”                                                                                                             从哪里来就从哪里去呗,虽然说现在是深秋气温不高,但是在这太yan底下站的久了也会觉得有点热。                                                                                                             “阿墨,我送你。”靳骐说着想要去开车门。                                                                                                             “不用不用,”我急忙摆手,“门口出去就有公交车站,有直达的车子。坐那么好的车子还真的让人听不习惯的。”                                                                                                             要是被人看见我被人用法拉利的跑车送去广播电台,估计又得来点什么新的传言,唔,在没嫁人之前还是要多少留点名声去给别人探听的,等到结婚之后,什么都是浮云,名声只剩下一条不ga0婚外恋了。                                                                                                             法拉利的车子,姐还是真坐不起的,万一上车下车的时候我心态不好,给蹭花了,估计把我卖了也赔不起啊。                                                                                                             “阿墨,我们就非要那么的生疏么?”靳骐盯着我的眸子,认认真真地问着。                                                                                                             我愕然。                                                                                                             原来你也知道我们已经是那么的生疏了么?早在你不告而别之后,我觉得如果没有生疏的话,那还真的是有点怪异的,真的,连我自己都觉得有点怪异了。                                                                                                             都这个样子了,姐还一个劲地贴上去g啥,还觉得不够热脸去贴冷pgu么,对不起,姐也不是pgu控,掉价的事情姐现在不想g了。                                                                                                             “那,偶尔有空出来喝个茶聊个天什么的?”                                                                                                             我良心化地建议着,能够平静地和他面对面地喝茶而不是把手上的茶杯一下子泼上去,我觉得我也挺善良的。                                                                                                             我看了一眼手腕上的手表,然后震撼地出声:“这时间不早了,我得去工作了,不然到时候可就要丢了饭碗了,咱们就不聊了啊。”                                                                                                             在我说完了之后,自我觉得似乎这演技都还没有到家,虽然不知道自己现在的表情是怎么样的,但是从自己带了点做作一点都不自然的声音听起来都知道现在的表情一定装的有点夸张。                                                                                                             这就是群众演员和专业演员的差别啊,我要是投身娱乐圈,也许连潜规则都救不了我,演技决定一切。                                                                                                             我背着我那三十五块钱的nenghse的包往着公交车上走。                                                                                                             这靳骐就像是我在商店里面看中的那种价格高容量小还没有几个场合能够用到的品牌包,那种想想也就算了,就算背到我身上也许在别人的眼中,那也是一个高仿真的a货而已,还不如老老实实地背着我这一款容量大价格低的平常回家还能塞下一堆内衣k的包来的合算。                                                                                                             咱贫民大众,实在没必要如此奢侈。                                                                                                             “阿墨,你非要这样,是吗?”                                                                                                             靳骐的声在后头响起,带着点质问的声。                                                                                                             多年不见,我发现我对靳骐实在是一点都不了解了,这不是我要这样的,种瓜得瓜种豆得豆么,你总不能种下一个h瓜,让它开出一片菊花吧。                                                                                                             不是我要这样,而是当初你让事情变得这样的。                                                                                                             姐最讨厌那种言情小说里面,男人犯了各种各样的错误,背叛,弄垮了nv人的家族事业,最后跑来情深款款地来一句“我ai你”就能够完全的冰释前嫌。                                                                                                             这是多么的狗血多么的圣母才会做出来的事情啊,我凌墨自认为还做不到这一点,所以梵蒂冈也没有把我供奉进去,我也确定,在我百年归老了之后身t不会被做成木乃伊,也不会被放在展览馆里面,旁边还竖着一个牌子解释姐一生传奇化的经历,那上面也绝对不会写着“曾经有一个nv人,她面对一个不告而别的男人痴等了多年,然后在男人回来之后上演了一场别后重逢,冰释前嫌,有情人终成眷属的戏码。她的圣母,足以成为人类历史上的一大突破!”这样的话。                                                                                                             在公交车站等了两三分钟之后,目标车辆就慢慢地开了过来。                                                                                                             我走上车,刷了公交卡,找了一处空着的地方坐了下来,我觉得我和靳骐之间不会就怎么算了的。                                                                                                             也许,姐也应该狡兔一下,再备下一个窟以备不时只需?                                                                                                             当然的,这个想法也只是突然冒了出来而已,但是等到我晚上回来的时候在自己住的那幢公寓楼下看到那熟悉而又拉风的高级跑车的时候,我决定把这个想法落实。                                                                                                             雀屏中选的不是别人,自然是损友林淼淼,难道你们还指望着我滚去李澈那边真的来次r偿么?!                                                                                                             恭喜你啊,林淼淼!                                                                                                             果然,见到我半夜里面带着一个简易行李袋,背着笔记本电脑投奔而来的时候,她的脸,黑了。                                                                                                             “我说,你怎么就这么没志气地窝我这里啃泡面来了?”                                                                                                             林淼淼对着正端着一碗泡面在客厅沙发上啃的欢的我念叨,一脸的恨铁不成钢。                                                                                                             “江湖救急么……”我咕哝,“以前高中的时候天冷又不是没有睡过一窝,怎么的,你现在发育了,要和我计较了?”                                                                                                             我睨着林淼淼,其实从高中到现在我们两个变化也不算是特别大,顶多就是身高ch0u高了一丁点,t重再ch0u重了一些,还有就是她p0chu了,姐还是属于在室nv。                                                                                                             “怎么,你还藏了一个男人不成?”                                                                                                             我吞了一口面,睨着林淼淼,老实说,我还是对她那件事情挺好奇的。                                                                                                             “那你怎么不去李澈那边吃香的喝辣的?”林淼淼回嘴。                                                                                                             我苍凉远目。                                                                                                             “因为要r偿……”                                                                                                             林淼淼终于被哽得说不出话来了。                                                                                                             已经很久没有试过和人一起睡一张床,盖着棉被聊天的事情已经是几年前的记忆了,现在感觉特么的温馨,还挺温暖的。                                                                                                             当然的,想不温暖也不行,在这种不算寒冷的季节里面,身边躺了一个人盖着同一条被子,偶尔动一下还能贴到彼此。                                                                                                             “你打算怎么着啊?”                                                                                                             林淼淼听我说了这几天的事情,忍不住问了一声。她一向是在十一点半左右睡觉的,一旦超过这个时间段,她的声音就会像是现在这样带着浓重的睡意。                                                                                                             “和靳骐再交往?”林淼淼含含糊糊地问着,“那李澈呢?”                                                                                                             我不答话,一会之后就已经听到她平缓的呼x1声了,她就是这样,困意来袭的时候,说着说着就能睡过去。                                                                                                             而我却是一点睡意都没有。                                                                                                             因为是和林淼淼一起挤的,所以我也不好由着自己的平常的习惯在床上翻来覆去倒腾着,只好朝天躺着。                                                                                                             当然是不可能和靳骐再交往的。                                                                                                             我知道这个答案。                                                                                                             说的更加清楚一点就是,我这个人很一着被蛇咬三年怕井绳,尤其是在靳骐之后,我骨子里面ai己bai人更多一些,有点自私,在我喜欢别人的时候,留有余地,就怕出现再出出现这种状况。                                                                                                             如果我真的和靳骐在一起了,也总是有那个y影的存在,所以很大程度上我是不可能和他再在一起了。                                                                                                             但是和李澈么……                                                                                                             以前没有,现在突然之间在一起,总觉得似乎有点利用他来摆脱靳骐似的,有点卑劣的味道啊……                                                                                                             我想,不期然的,在我耳边响起了李澈那坚定的一句“r偿”。                                                                                                             我嗷唔了一声,拉着被子蒙住头,姐能不卖r咩?!                                                                                                             正文 第三十二章                                                                                                             林淼淼其实并不ai幼儿园教师这份工作,从她刚开始工作的第一年得了那神马神经x头疼就可以知道了。                                                                                                             别看小p孩们看着可ai,但是实际上吵闹起来的时候谁都扛不住,而且吵的时候不是一个小鬼在吵而是一群小鬼在吵的时候,那个时候那种音量,和魔音穿恼g本是没有一点差别了。                                                                                                             所以在林淼淼在幼儿园里面g了一个月之后,她无b坚定地宣告自己这辈子是不打算生小孩了。                                                                                                             当然这也被我鄙视过,很多nv人都这样,说下崽痛苦,最后还不都是眼巴巴地去下崽去了,有些还生了一个不够,拼si也要生出个仔来。                                                                                                             林淼淼的工种属于早起早归型号的,八点钟左右要到幼儿园,晚上倒是能够准时x的五点下班。                                                                                                             现在的小兔崽子们幸福的撒,早晚都有人接,不是爷爷nn,就是外公外婆,而且就那一丁点的重量的小书包,还得长辈们给背着,坐辆公交车,要是有座位,自己还舍不得坐,非得让小孩子坐着,自己站着。                                                                                                             想我们当年的时候,哪有那么的娇宠。                                                                                                             想起小孩,我忍不住又苍凉远目了一下,上一次回家的时候老娘就语重心长地问我打算什么时候结婚来着,说是趁着他们还能带得懂小孩,可以顺带帮我看看。                                                                                                             那一撇还没有的事情,怎么让我给他们下个崽下来,我又不是母**,就算没有公**也能生出一个蛋来,名曰:云英**蛋。                                                                                                             我要是能处nv怀孕,估计我得当圣母二代去了。                                                                                                             林淼淼b我作息时间好多了,这晚睡早起的像是一只勤劳的小蜜蜂,而且还是培育祖国未来花朵的小蜜蜂。                                                                                                             她走的时候,我还在睡,只听见“喀”的一声关门声。                                                                                                             睡到手机设置的闹钟响起的时候,我自然的也就起了床,刷牙洗脸,然后打算去电台,录制节目。                                                                                                             到了电台,像是往常一样往着播音室而去的时候,这刚刚走过的节目总监把我给叫住了。                                                                                                             “诶,凌墨,你先过来一下!”总监朝着我招着手。                                                                                                             被高层领导这么叫住,也不知道是幸运还是不幸。                                                                                                             我一边在心底快速地想着被高层叫住会有的可能x,当然的,还是先把事情往着坏的方面想了想,一边想着自己可能出了什么状况,但是细细想来,我觉得我似乎也没有做错什么呀,至少我都把节目录制的好好的,也没有跟别的主持人有过口角一类的。                                                                                                             难道是要提高我的待遇问题?                                                                                                             我想了一圈坏的方面也没有得出一个结论之后,我自然而然地往着好的方面去想,但是事情还没有从高层嘴里面说出来的时候,神马都是浮云,都是不好说的。                                                                                                             我走了过去。                                                                                                             “余总监,有什么事情么?”我小心翼翼地问着,一边观察着他的表情。                                                                                                             “哦,也不是什么大事,就是啊,最近台里面节目要进行调整一下,”余总监说着,“你那档子节目啊,可能会先暂停一下,等所有的节目做好了调整的时候,再行通知,有可能会改档。”                                                                                                             我心理面咯噔一下,这意思就是说,姐的节目被cut了,姐要面临失业问题了么?                                                                                                             “你也不要想太多,这是上头的意思,说是要推陈出新。这暂时x先停档一阵子啊……”余总监拍了拍我的肩膀,说着,“那你先去工作,等有消息了之后,台里面会通知你的。”                                                                                                             余总监的话很官方很场面,也没有给我一个确定的回答,却是把我钓在了那边,虽然我的节目被改档了,但是手头上其他的工作却还没有停止。                                                                                                             突然觉得有些郁闷,为这突然之间的变故。                                                                                                             深夜档的直播节目被停掉了,似乎也不是那么一件挺悲哀的事情,也许我还能早睡早起身t好,十点到凌晨两点是美容觉的时间,而我的真正的工作却从十点开始,十二点结束,等到收拾完回到家洗个澡睡觉也临近两点了。                                                                                                             有人说十二点之后睡,属于不要脸,两点之后睡那属于不要命,而我,天天不要脸经常x不要命的。                                                                                                             一个nv人,积年累月下来,又再好的t质也被摧残光了,我以前的时候冬天的时候暖的像是一个火炉,而现在,冬天手脚都是冰凉冰凉的,也不知道什么时候才能暖起来。                                                                                                             似乎,也有这么一个换一个工作的必要了                                                                                                             我想。                                                                                                             晚上的时候,我约了杨逸学长出来吃饭。                                                                                                             在彼此都工作了之后,虽然时常还有联系,但是像是在学校里面那样,已经很少能够做到了。                                                                                                             杨逸学长在社会上混的还是不错的,不像是我,在这几年之中,他也已经混成了主管级别的人物,经常出国出差,每次回来的时候总不忘给带点手信回来。                                                                                                             地点是学长挑的,一家五星级酒店的自助餐。以前的时候也来过,杨逸有会员卡。                                                                                                             杨逸学长还是一如既往的帅气,但是看的多了之后,也就淡定了。                                                                                                             学长后来还是和大学里面交往的那个nv朋友分手了,那个时候才刚出社会的第一年吧,学长喊我出去喝酒,去了之才说分了手了。                                                                                                             那一晚,学长喝高了,在人声鼎沸的酒吧里面举着手上的酒瓶子在那边大声说着早晚有一天要出人头地的豪言壮志。                                                                                                             我没问为什么,在不久之后,我听闻了那个学姐结婚的消息,好像新郎似乎家里面挺有钱的公子哥。                                                                                                             很多时候,这些就是现实。                                                                                                             学长也像是要印证自己说过的话一样,真的在这几年之中在一家外企里面从一个小小的职员爬到了主管的地位。                                                                                                             只是每次见到他,他的脸上总是有着散不去的疲惫,近来也听说开始顺从家里面开始相亲一类的活动,也许等到某一天,我也就收到学长的红帖子了。                                                                                                             “最近可能要去美国一趟,怎么样,有没有什么特别想带的东西?”学长一边切着自己盘子里面的牛排,一边问着我。                                                                                                             “过时不候的啊,要带什么感情上网查,写一张单子给我啊。”                                                                                                             他说着。                                                                                                             杨逸他似乎还是和在学校里面的时候没有多少差别,一样的看上去亲切无b,但是现在的他已经知道要保持自己的形象不能像是以往的时候一样笑的那么的开怀了。                                                                                                             而且从他的脸上,我越来越见不到那种笑容了。                                                                                                             “那我想想。”我用小勺子挖着自己盘子里面的草莓起司蛋糕。                                                                                                             “恩,行!”                                                                                                             杨逸点了点头,很迅速地把自己盘子里面的食物坚决的gg净净的。                                                                                                             “今天有心事?一脸闷闷不乐的样子。”杨逸由着服务员把他的盘子收走,也不忙着去食物区哪里取g净的盘子取食物吃,而是靠在沙发椅背上,看着我问着。                                                                                                             “算是有点吧,”我回答,“我的节目被台里面停档了。”                                                                                                             我说,其实还是觉得有点惋惜的,毕竟已经做了那么多年的节目了,多少也是有感情的,说挺就挺,不管是在习惯上还是在心态上,一下子都是有点接受不了的。                                                                                                             “恩?”                                                                                                             杨逸也有点意外。                                                                                                             “怎么突然之间说停就停了?不是一直都好好的么,”杨逸也有些意外,“没事,晚点回去我帮你去问问具t的缘由。”                                                                                                             当初介绍这份工作给我的是杨逸,虽然我不应该跟他说这件事情,但是现在遭遇这突然之间的转变,我其实还是挺想知道缘故的,所以除了来找杨逸帮忙的话,我也想不到去找谁。                                                                                                             电台的上头绝对不会把是是的真相告诉我的,有的只有官方而又片面的回答。                                                                                                             “其实也不是那么的重要,实在不行换一个工作,或者回家嫁人也算是一个不错的选择。”我笑,反正工作对我来说一向都是一种个人吃饱,全家不饿的选择,丢了这份工作,换一个新的也好,还可以换一个新的工作环境。                                                                                                             差不多点的时候我也是要回到自己老家的,我爸妈毕竟就我一个nv儿,在那边找一个差不多一点的工作,不需要工资特别多,然后找一个对象,结个婚,了却了爸妈一直的念叨,似乎也是一个很不错的选择。                                                                                                             “说什么傻话呢,你不是一向都是浪漫主义的想法的么?”杨逸问我,“怎么突然之间想法变得那么的实际”                                                                                                             “社会催生的。”我吐了吐舌回答着,然后像是想到一点又抬起了头问向杨逸,“学长问你一个事……”                                                                                                             “你想说的事情是和靳骐有关的吧?”                                                                                                             杨逸不等我问出口,就已经先回答我了。                                                                                                             果然是杨逸学长么,我闭了闭眼,觉得还是有点意外的,因为我和靳骐交往的时候,靳骐并没有和杨逸学长见过面,那个时候他正在外地实习,唯一见过只有我们社团外出游玩的时候拍的照片而已。                                                                                                             “能说说么?”我问。                                                                                                             杨逸点了点头。                                                                                                             作者标题标错没有三十三章                                                                                                             正文 第三十四章                                                                                                             听杨逸学长慢慢悠悠地说着,从他一开始遇见靳骐的时候也多少有些意外开始,因为他也只听说过这个男人。                                                                                                             我和靳骐的交往虽然是杨逸学长一手促成的,但是事实上,学长这个红娘在我们交往的时候并没有出场过。                                                                                                             学长的出场一直是到靳骐的不告而别,他也结束实习结束寒假回到学校了之后才知道的,那个时候我已经把所有和靳骐有关的一切该扔掉的扔掉,手机里面的电话号码还有照片也都全部删掉了。                                                                                                             所以学长对靳骐的知晓程度大概只在于名字而已。                                                                                                             而从学长的说辞之中他表示遇上靳骐的,他也有些意外,他是在洽谈业务的时候遇上的靳骐。                                                                                                             在业务洽谈完成之后,靳骐叫住了他,然后询问了关于我的一切。                                                                                                             杨逸原本是不想说的,如果不是为了合同,大概会直接一拳挥上去送给靳骐当见面礼了。                                                                                                             从靳骐事件之后,我也知道,学长对我似乎有一种亏欠心理,总觉得当初如果不是他帮我这一把之后也不会出现这种事情,所以这么多年来学长对我一向很好,好的出奇,什么都不忘我那一份。                                                                                                             曾经我也对学长说了,其实不用如此,但是他还是一如既往地对我好,带着补偿心态。                                                                                                             杨逸说,原本他也是不想说关于我的一切的,但是靳骐对于他的说辞,只说了一句就算是他不说,顶多就是他多麻烦一点,早晚都是能查到的。                                                                                                             杨逸才觉得瞒着也觉得没有多少的必要,毕竟只能够瞒得住一时,瞒不住一世,所以他也没有多说什么,是给了靳骐一个地址。                                                                                                             “我觉得吧,你这么多年过来了,在你心底总是有疙瘩在的,所以说如果能够把事情讲开,似乎也没有什么不好的。”                                                                                                             杨逸喝了一口红酒,看着我慢慢悠悠地说着。                                                                                                             “他回来了,见他不过就是早晚的事情而已了。”杨逸说。                                                                                                             我想也是,除非就是他自己不愿来找我,如果他愿意,只要有心,我想也没有什么是做不到的,更何况就算杨逸学长不说,还有李澈的存在。                                                                                                             “那么,你的心结解开了那么?”杨逸问着我。                                                                                                             我摇了摇头。                                                                                                             “我不知道。”我说。                                                                                                             我真的不是很清楚,从一开始的狠靳骐的不告而别,但是这么多年过去了,再怎么鲜明的se调也慢慢地变得灰白了,偶尔还是会想起靳骐的,想他的不告而别,但是这些也不会成为我人生之中的唯一了。                                                                                                             后来见到靳骐之后,他给的理由虽然我不是很满意,但是也还能接受,我总不能指望着他像是b子剧一样,说是患了什么毛病不得不出国治疗一类的剧情,这种太雷太囧,也是在是太不符合实际了。                                                                                                             相b较之下,我宁可相信他是出国求学的,而不是为了那种囧之又囧的剧情。                                                                                                             只是我依旧会觉得他心狠,能够不告而别,当然的我也不觉得如果当初他对我说了这件事情之后我会陪着他一起出国一类的,因为我知道我的家境g本就负担不起我出国的费用,所以我g本就不敢想象,也不想去想想。                                                                                                             不管从哪个角度上来说,就算是靳骐和我告别了,我和他之间的感情还是依旧会玩玩的。                                                                                                             “他来找过你了?”杨逸问着我,声音笃定。                                                                                                             我点头,其实找不找都觉得没有多少的意思了。                                                                                                             我和杨逸很有默契地不再提起以前的事情,也不在提起和靳骐有关的事情了,像是纯粹来享受这顿美食一样,从本质上真正地做到了扶墙进扶墙出的地步。                                                                                                             吃的过多了,我婉拒了杨逸学长送我回去的好意,决定自己慢慢地走一圈运动消化一下,不然就算是上了车也觉得难受极了。                                                                                                             才走了不到几分钟,电话铃声就已经响起了。                                                                                                             我从包里面m出了手机,见到是李澈的电话,接了起来。                                                                                                             “有事?”我问。                                                                                                             “听阿骐说,你已经连续好几天夜不归宿了,想要躲人也没有必要躲的那么的彻底吧?”李澈的声音慢慢悠悠地想起,“你是在躲着阿骐呢,还是在躲着我们两个人?”                                                                                                             唔…………                                                                                                             “没有想到,靳骐连这种事情也对对你这个表哥说么?”我问,我还以为这两个人私底下不大会联系,没有想到还是会互相交流情报网?                                                                                                             这可真叫人震撼的。                                                                                                             “知己知彼百战百胜,阿骐来问我你的去向,我没有理由不探听一下,不是么?”李澈反问着我,语调微微地上扬,似乎还有着一点骄傲的成分在里头。                                                                                                             这个男人才是真正的大腹黑。                                                                                                             “我总得有个可以避世的窝吧,总是让你们给找到,多不合算。”我哼,耳尖地听到从李澈的电话里面传来车子喇叭的声响,估计是在某个路段上。                                                                                                             “你过来接我吧,我在西湖边这里。”我说,我突然觉得很累,找了一处可以坐人的地方坐了下来,看着西湖边的夜景,不远处还能够瞧见那音乐喷泉。                                                                                                             在这个城市生活了那么多年,我突然只觉得有种寂寞的味道。                                                                                                             “那等我到附近了之后再给你电话.”李澈应了声,然后把电话挂掉了。                                                                                                             我在西湖边慢慢地等着,夜晚的西湖边有点凉,就算是在这种季节里面,水汽充足的地方总是挺冷的。像是那一年在西湖边看那什么《印象西湖》的时候,美则美矣,我只觉得冷的牙齿都在打哆嗦,回去之后果然不负众望地发烧了。                                                                                                             西湖不管白天晚上都是一样的人多,到处都能听到吵闹声。                                                                                                             我回想了很多,那一年的雪景,还有其他的。                                                                                                             这么多年在这个城市呆下来,也没有离开的,可以说,靳骐是一个理由,李澈也算是功不可没的。                                                                                                             李澈很快就过来了,杭州也就这样在上下班高峰期的时候堵的和上海有的一拼,但是等到高峰期一过,路上也就没有这么的拥挤了。                                                                                                             李澈电话过来的时候,我还在西湖边上坐着,寒的我直哆嗦。                                                                                                             “傻不傻,穿那么一丁点在这边吹冷风呢,还是想要感冒了之后有个人可以照顾你?”李澈嘴巴一向狠毒,所以我也不指望从他嘴巴里面听到一些好听的。                                                                                                             但是他一向是虽然这么说着,但是动作却一向是很温柔,b如说一边骂,一边把身上的西装脱了之后往着我身上披。                                                                                                             这种男人找不到nv人,就是因为嘴巴太毒,在别人都还没有发现他的优点的时候他就已经把人给气走了。                                                                                                             活该!                                                                                                             我拉了拉身上的衣服,在心底念叨了一句。                                                                                                             “送你回去。”李澈拉着我往着他停车方向而走。                                                                                                             “哦。”我应了一声,乖乖地跟着他走。                                                                                                             “怎么今天不跟我闹别扭了?”李澈觉得有点意外,以往的时候我总是要和他斗两句之后才肯乖乖上车,“真的被枫吹傻了?”                                                                                                             我翻了一个白眼。                                                                                                             李澈的车子停的不远,所以也很好早,上了车之后,他试图要开暖气,却是被我阻止了,这个时候要是开暖气,等到以后冬天的时候要怎么过呢。                                                                                                             “我今天想了很多的事情。”我坐在副驾驶座上,一边系着安全带一边慢慢悠悠地开了口。                                                                                                             “突然之间开窍了?”李澈见我系好了安全带才开了车,一边开一边问着。                                                                                                             “算是吧。”                                                                                                             真的不能指望这个男人能说出点什么好听的啊,我很淡定,这么多年和他相处下来,难道我还不知道他的个x么,神马都要淡定,神马都是浮云。                                                                                                             “说来听听。”李澈开口。                                                                                                             “李澈,你为什么到现在才开口对我示好?为什么不在靳骐回来之前?”我好奇地问着。                                                                                                             “感情你想了半天就是在想这种毫无意义的事情?”李澈问我,轻笑了一声、                                                                                                             “我就是想要知道而已。”                                                                                                             我开口,都那么多年下来了,他如果早早地开口,也许我们之间的命运不会像是现在这样吧,或者什么都会改变,或者什么都会不变,但是关于这个问题,我自己也不清楚。                                                                                                             “难道你想让我趁虚而入,在你什么都ga0不清楚的情况下把你给吃了个一g二净,吃了一个渣都不剩?”                                                                                                             李澈问。                                                                                                             “你不是总觉得靳骐是你心底的一g刺么,那么我等你把这g刺从你心底拔出来之后再做出选择,我可不想在以后的岁月里面听到你说什么,如果当年我不是这么选择你的话就好了。”                                                                                                             我无语,他还真的是有够自信的,谁说我一定是会选择他的,我也一样可以什么都不选的。                                                                                                             “那么,你就不觉得靳骐也是刺在你心底的一g刺么?”我认认真真地问着,要知道我从来都没有这么认真过,他觉得靳骐是刺在我心头的一g刺,但是那一g刺又何尝没有刺在他的心头呢。                                                                                                             “如果你觉得是就是,如果你不觉得是,就不是。”李澈沉默了一会之后才缓缓回答着。                                                                                                             而我,我觉得是。                                                                                                             我的手指划过李澈的大腿,成功地感受到这个男人全身紧绷,就连他的声音也绷的紧紧的。                                                                                                             “别玩火。”李澈警告我。                                                                                                             “你不是想要r偿么,我不过是成全你而已。”                                                                                                             我说,姐吃素多年,今天想要吃一顿r了。                                                                                                             正文 第三十五章                                                                                                             当用手指划过李澈的大腿的时候,我突然觉得这么多年的台言小说不是白看的,至少挑逗的动作一类的,做起来的时候还真的挺驾轻就熟的,如果是在夏天的话,用穿着高跟鞋的脚去g更有诱惑力一点?                                                                                                             这些个动作还真的有点坏nv人味道撒。                                                                                                             其实,我对于那一道膜的感觉不是很大,早晚都是有那么一遭的,就算不是人为,也有事故。                                                                                                             你想吧,有可能一直觉得自己还在的,突然有一天发现,它早就不在了,当时除了去回忆很久以前可能导致不在的情况外,也没有觉得有其他点啥了。                                                                                                             他陪了我那么久,也亏的一直是我,要是换成别的nv人,估计这么一个男人摆在身边,该怎么样早就怎么样了吧。                                                                                                             “你还真想r偿来着?”李澈看了我一眼,脸se绷的紧紧的。                                                                                                             啧啧,到现在这个时候才来说这种事情,之前不是他最哈这点的么,怎么现在他倒是不哈了,变成我很哈了?                                                                                                             “你到底要不要?”                                                                                                             我问,突然觉得自己说这话的时候还多了点撒娇的味道,透着点jq片里面nv人那yu求不满,矫情造作的味道。                                                                                                             “……”                                                                                                             李澈咬了咬牙。                                                                                                             “要!”                                                                                                             我突然由生一种霸王y上弓的感觉,我是那霸王不是那姬。                                                                                                             虽然李澈的表情和声音都像是被我b上绝路的良民一样,但是脚下的油门踩的却是非常的利索,这一路上飙的让我抓着车门扶手处,有种想要喊停的冲动的。                                                                                                             哥们,姐今天晚上真的不赶时间……                                                                                                             我原以为李澈会随便找了个酒店一类的,但是没有想到,他居然会一路开车回了自己的住处。                                                                                                             这是我第一次去李澈住的地方。                                                                                                             在这几年里面,杭州的房价和吹了气的皮球一样往上涨着,我仔细计算一下,要是我租房b买房更加合算,一旦买了房,典型的房奴,这辈子都得在还贷上了。                                                                                                             李澈的房子临江,走出小区,穿过一条马路就已经是在钱塘江附近了,再过去一点,就是杭州一法院。                                                                                                             房子三室两厅,装修的不算是特别华丽,就像李澈这个人一样,不是很浮华的味道,冷se调,黑白配为主。                                                                                                             “你真想好了?”李澈站在我身后,把门给关上,“要是想走,自己出门打的。”                                                                                                             原本还真的是没有打算好的,但是他这么一出声,觉得有点像是被他看扁的味道,这个时候出去,这个地方又这么的偏,除非是叫计程车,哪里还能够见到计程车的影子。                                                                                                             “怎么,你怕了?”我回头看着李澈,“我又没让你负责。”                                                                                                             我越发地觉得自己有种b良为娼的感觉了。                                                                                                             李澈的表情y晴不定,那目光瞅的总觉得有点渗人,我别开眼。                                                                                                             “你这有酒么?”                                                                                                             自古以来,这酒一向是萌物,成败都在它,喝的刚刚好叫做助兴,喝的过头了那叫做酒后乱x,怎么说都是师出有名。                                                                                                             姐需要它来壮胆。                                                                                                             李澈走进厨房,一会之后拿了一瓶开了的红酒还有两个高脚杯出来。                                                                                                           &在酒杯之中流转,入口的时候有一点点的酸涩,回味的时候有一点点的甘甜。                                                                                                             我慢慢地喝了两杯,这酒有时候还是一个很能安抚人心的存在,两杯下肚,先是觉得有点冷,但是一会之后就觉得有点暖融融的,原本还觉得有点紧张,现在分外坦然,想想不过也就是活塞运动那么一回事么。                                                                                                             李澈也没什么动作,只是在那边拿着一酒杯在那边喝着酒,他背着灯而坐,忽明忽暗的,让人看不真切他这个人。                                                                                                             也许,我从来都没有想过要去看真切他这个人的。                                                                                                             最后,我把手上杯子里面的酒一饮而尽。                                                                                                             “我去洗澡。”我说,然后无b坚定地往着浴室方向而去。                                                                                                             这种事情,基本上都是一回生二回熟,当然我也没有指望有多熟,所以当李澈洗完澡出来的时候,我基本上已经躺床上了,连带的那一条遮住了上面遮不住下面的浴巾也已经解开了,恍然由生一种像是古代被宠幸的妃子,沐浴完了之后就裹的像是一个粽子一样,打包送上皇帝的龙床。                                                                                                             光是想着,就忍不住笑出了声,                                                                                                             李澈从浴室走了出来,身上穿着白se的浴袍,一边用毛巾擦着自己还滴着水的头发一边在床铺的边坐了下来。                                                                                                             看起来姐今天也要成为侍寝中的nv主了。                                                                                                             这个时候,应该是要说点什么b较好吧?我回想着在小言情节里面,这个时候应该出现的台词。                                                                                                             唔……                                                                                                             似乎这个时候大阪都是没有什么台词的,通常只有动词,或者是单音节的语气词。                                                                                                             李澈把毛巾一丢,所以地掀开了被窝的一角。                                                                                                             “睡吧。”                                                                                                             他坦然地钻进了被窝,然后像是什么都没有发生过一样,只占据了一个角,背对着我睡着。                                                                                                             ……                                                                                                             “你该不会还是处吧?”                                                                                                             我震撼了一下,g据一贯模式那都是直接扑上来的哇,姐都已经是光洁溜溜了,哪有像是现在盖一条被子纯聊天。                                                                                                             没有想到这么多年过去了,这家伙和我一样还是没有点长进,但是nv人还好说一点,男人到这个份上还这样的话,那就真的悲剧了……                                                                                                             “凌墨!!!”                                                                                                             李澈咬牙切齿,像是迅猛龙一样扑了过来,他的喘气的声音有点重。                                                                                                             在我听起来有点像是恼羞成怒的味道。                                                                                                             我突然想起,其实没有一个男人处的,第一次不是献给左手,就是献给右手,我应该问是左手b较亲近还是右手b较亲近。                                                                                                             但是如果真的说了这句话,我想,他可能会真的毫不留情地掐si我。                                                                                                             很多时候,一个星星之火的一样的动作很快就能演变成为燎原之势。                                                                                                             李澈拉着我的手去扯他身上的浴袍,底下一片空白,有的火热。                                                                                                             当李澈挺身进来的时候,我觉得疼的慌,疼的是撕心裂肺的,就算之前的动作再温柔到这种重头戏上的时候,还是于事无补。                                                                                                             所以说,小说里面的情节都是骗人的,第一次神马的g本就不能t验到那所谓的快感,痛并快乐着这种g本不可能存在,除非是天赋异禀。                                                                                                             我一向平常而又平凡,所以在膨胀物进来的时候,我恨不能一口咬si这个拥着着x器的男人,最好能够一口让他泄了然后出去。                                                                                                             李澈重重地撞击着。                                                                                                             “凌墨,你别以为这样就能丢下我。”                                                                                                             李澈喘着粗气在我耳边一遍又一遍地说着。                                                                                                             我疼的龇牙咧嘴,一下一下地ch0u气来缓和那疼痛,g本就没有闲工夫去回答他的话,不管他现在在我耳边说什么都好,只要能赶紧地把这家事情做完。                                                                                                             “凌墨……凌墨……”                                                                                                             他一遍又一遍地在我的耳边喊着我的名字,像是一个凶猛的病毒,而我这边从来没有什么防病毒程序,不堪一击。                                                                                                             “你若是想要离开我,这个念头最好是不要指望了。”李澈咬着牙,带着恼怒,“我到si也会和你纠缠在一起!”                                                                                                             他的动作愈发的狠戾,我终于受不了。                                                                                                             “你能不能快点!”                                                                                                             我紧紧地扣着他的手臂,姐是在承受不住了,太疼了,速战速决啊速战速决……                                                                                                             当一切结束的时候,我突然觉得很天堂,虽然还是很疼,但是相b较之下,总b一个男人压在你身上还不停地坐着活塞运动要来的好的多。                                                                                                             经历过地狱,稍微改善一点之后就会视为天堂。                                                                                                             完事之后的李澈慵懒了点,原本紧绷的情绪也似乎放松了许多,李澈从身后抱着我,那手很有占有yu地横过我的腰。                                                                                                             “你要再r一点也成,但是别过分了,现在刚刚好。”                                                                                                             李澈低语了一声。                                                                                                             “我想睡了。”                                                                                                             我咕哝了一句,身t还是很疼,但是越清醒越觉得疼,睡着了之后就不觉得疼了。                                                                                                             “别想离开我。”                                                                                                             李澈抱紧了一些,像是告诫一样重复了一句。                                                                                                             “别不晓事。”                                                                                                             我不应声,暂时我不会离开他的。                                                                                                             我知道。                                                                                                             这些年来他对我也一直很好,我也知道,但是那种好,我还不了……                                                                                                             作者有话要说:姐又红河水浪打浪了……泪奔……
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